WANTED: Will Power

Well, I was going strong with the exercise with Sarah until I came down with a cold and missed 2 days of work. Then, as soon as I was well, she had 4 art shows in 1 week. AND this week I am getting sick AGAIN. I swear I've had no immune system since I've moved to Atlanta in 2006. The food still hasn't gotten on track because Jamie and I keep putting it off. We are waiting to see if we are going to move or not. We still haven't gotten an answer on that, and we seem to be getting more and more lazy, depressed and lethargic. I'm so beyond frustrated. The only thing I seem to be consistant at is failure. I'm such a Negative Nancy...bah humbug... Anyway, ONCE AGAIN, I told Jamie that our diet is going to drastically change once we get back from Thanksgiving. I'm also going to have to try to wean myself off soda again. Why are all the tasty things so BAD for you...whyyyyyyy?!?! Grrg! Let's just hope that we get some news soon, so I can get settled into a new place and get on a new routine. One of the youtube people I watch has been on a raw food diet for 18 days and has lost 18 pounds...That may be too extreme for me. Can someone just donate some WILL POWER to me??? HELP!