EVERYBODY LIMBO!!!

I am so sick and tired of my life being in limbo.  It's like I'm always waiting for something to come through, so I can get serious about this whole weightloss shinanigans.  The economy can kiss my donkey!!  I just want us to get settled for Pete's sake!!!!!!!!!!  I feel like I can't ever get comfortable because we are always waiting for this job that MIGHT come through.  Pleeeeeeeeeease just let this one come through ... I'm begging ... I just want to get settled back into a normal routine where the only thing I have to worry about and focus on is dropping this 50 freakin pounds I've been battling with for the past couple years.  I DO NOT want to leave 2010 weighing the same or more than I started it with.  There's no reason for it to not be down.  Right now my head is just swimming with so many "what if's" that I cannot focus on weightloss ... I mean ... I can barely sleep at night lately.  I'm just so frustrated and so tired of waiting to start living my life.  My patience is wearing thin my friend...I just wish my body would do the same *rimshot*

Activities

Went for a 2 mile walk/jog on Tuesday and went for an hour swim today.  Trying to stay active.

I'll get you next time fat, NEEEEEEEXT TIIIIIME!!!!

Since April my life has been an absolute whirlwind.  I just don't know if I'll ever rid myself of this extra 50 pounds I'm carrying around.  It's easy to plan things out in your head of how you are going to do better, but executing those plans is quite another story.  Since April I've been cut to part time at my job and had 2 parents in the hospital (one was Jamie's dad...the other was my dad).  To say the least I've been stressed out and maybe a bit depressed, so weightloss was put on the back burner AGAIN.  I've pretty much stayed at the same weight the whole time ... going up and down by a few pounds constantly ... I've been walk/jogging here and there, but not on any regular basis like I should.  I really don't know what to do at this point.  I guess all I can do is try my best.  It's just one extra stress that I don't really want to deal with right now ... Le Sigh ... Can somebody lose weight FOR me? Please?

Day 92 - First Sunday Weigh In

We weighed in this morning, and I lost 3 pounds this week!  WOOHOO!  Maybe the scale is not as evil as once thought.  Gotta keep the momentum going though ... for the next 15 weeks ... July 4th is the first goal date we've set up :D

DAY 90!!!! - A Leisurely Stroll

We went to the mountain as planned...it was SO nice.  Saw tons of deer and jogged a little :)  I'd like to do it more often!  Tomorrow is a jog day...wish me luck!  OH...and I made a weight loss chart for me and Jamie since I bought a digital scale yesterday...15 weeks...the short term goal date is JULY 4TH!