Day 56 - This is HARD!

Why is this so haaaaaaaaaaaaaard?!?!  I'm starting to think some people were just meant to be fluffy :(  Here I am almost 2 months in and hardly anything has changed.  My pants are VERY slightly looser, and my coat buttons a wee bit easier...but it just isn't enough to get me excited.  It's about to be March...one month closer to summer...and I'm feeling really frustrated.  I need to go live way out in the boonies where it is very inconvenient to go out to eat.  I think that is part of my downfall...eating out too much.  And it is weeks like this where I get the most negative on myself because Jamie and I didn't go grocery shopping, so I've been eating out almost everyday.  GRRR!  Every month I say "THIS is going to be the month where I do everything right...eat right...exercise right..."  and then, real life gets in the way.  It seems like there is always SOMETHING that causes me to screw up.  I'm so cranky about this junk right now :(  I need to do something this month coming up that will kickstart things ... get me feeling more motivated.... I need to see some numbers change to feel good about the work I'm doing....time for some research....30 day challenge...here i come!